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machikado de mitsuketa ano koro no kimi to yoku niteiru ushiro sugata
hitogomi ni afureta toori o [bad word] 
ashibaya ni oikaketeita

itsumo soba ni iru no ga atarimae to omotta ano koro ni wa
konna boku de sae [bad word] kimi made kizutsuketeta
"kimi o hanasanai... [bad word] wa nai..."
ima demo todokimasu ka?
ano koro to kawaranu omoi ga...

kizutsukeru koto de shika jibun no sonzai o kanjirarenai
oroka na boku
kurayami de obieta karada o dakishimetekureta koto
wasurenai yo

kimi to hajimete deatta hi no koto o ima demo oboeteiru yo
shizuka na kaze ni kami o yurasenagara boku dake o mitsumeteta
kitto dare yori mo issho ni ireru to omotta kimi to nara
boku de sae waraeru to omotta

hanareru koto ga kore hodo tsurai koto da to
kizukanai furi [bad word] kyou made hashiritsuzuketekita...

boku ga kiete kara nakitsuzuketeita kimi ga shinpai datta kedo
boku no shiranai dareka to yorisotte aruku kimi o mitsuketa
sukoshi otona ni natta kimi wa motto suteki ni waratteta
mou nido to kimi wa nakanai de kimi wa nakanai de
egao o misete