Swint? or Slude?

I can see the lifeless, I can feel the darkness under you
I can see behind me
I can try to hide it but without a will to see the truth
I can feel a heartbeat slowing to nothing

Why dont I go when I know theres nothing I should want here?
Why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should say?
As I stand behind you, lost in all the things that I would do
Never really with you, quietly halfway in the room
Do you see behind you, do you see behind you?

Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should want here?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when theres nothing you can see?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should say?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing for me here?

How I see you now is all wrong
With my hands full and its all wrong
And I shouldnt have looked cause now I cant look away

Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should want here?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when theres nothing you can see?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should say?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing for me here?

Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should want here?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when theres nothing you can see?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing I should say?
Why dont I go tell me why do I stay when I know theres nothing for me here?