Til I Am Myself Again

I wanna know where my confidence went
One day it all disappeared
As I'm lyin' in a hotel room miles away
Voices next door in my earWell, daytime's a drag, nighttime's worse
Hope that I can get home soon
But the half-finished bottles of inspiration
Lie like ghosts in my roomWell, I wanna go, I know I can't stay
But I don't wanna run feelin' this wayTil I am myself
Til I am myself
Til I am myself againThere's a seat on the corner, I keep every night
Wait 'til the evening begins
And I feel like a stranger from another world
But at least I'm livin' againThere were nights full of anger, words that were thrown
Temper that is shattered and thin
But the moments of magic are just to short
They're over me before they beginWell, I know it's time, one big step
I can't go, I'm not ready yetTil I am myself
Til I am myself
Til I am myself againI had a dream that my house was on fire
People laughed while it burned
Well, I tried to run but my legs were numb
I had to wait 'til the feeling returnedWell, I don't need a doctor to figure it out
I know what's passing me by
When I look in the mirror sometimes I see
Traces of some other guyWell, I wanna go, I know I can't stay
I don't wanna run, feeling this wayTil I am myself
Til I am myself
Til I am myself again