Total Self-Hatred

Rip my heart to pieces
tear my soul down to the ground
for I am no more
Rip my lifes to pieces
see the circle's now done
I float
and I'm gone!!!

Screamed so long for peace inside
feel the pain rise every night
and now as I in darkness dwell
I wish I'd never be born!!!

Blessing all these scars inside
I walk those blood fields at night
I hate with love from deep inside
and turn the key to never be born

Screamed so long for peace inside
feel the pain rise every night
and now as I in darkness dwell
I'd wish I'd be never reborn!!!

Screamed... for peace inside
Pain... rise every night
Paths... those bloody nights
Hate... from deep inside