Total Self-Hatred

Rip my heart to pieces 
  Tear my soul down to the ground 
  For I am no more 
  Rip my lifes to pieces 
  See the circle's now done 
  I float 
  And I'm gone!!! 

  Screamed so long for peace inside 
  Feel the pain rise every night 
  And now as I in darkness dwell 
  I wish I'd never be born!!! 

  Blessing all these scars inside 
  I walk those blood fields at night 
  I hate with love from deep inside 
  And turn the key to never be born 

  Screamed so long for peace inside 
  Feel the pain rise every night 
  And now as I in darkness dwell 
  I'd wish I'd be never reborn!!! 

  Screamed... 
  For peace inside 
  Pain... 
  Rise every night 
  Paths... 
  Those bloody nights 
  Hate... 
  From deep inside