Almost Easy

I feel insane every single time
I'm asked [bad word] Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance?
By that look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane
 [bad word] back to me, it's almost easy
(Said it [bad word] back again, it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart
From the things I've done to you
It's hard to face, but the fact remains
That this is nothing new

I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin
But deep inside I'm not insane.

I'm not insane, I'm not insane.
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane.
 [bad word] back to me, it's almost easy
(Said it [bad word] back again, it's almost easy
(You'll learn your [bad word] back to me, it's almost easy
(But first you'll [bad word] back again, it's almost easy

Now that I've lost you it kills me to say
(Hurts to say)
I've tried to hold on as you've slowly slipped away.
I'm losing the fight.
I've treated you so wrong, now let me make it right.
(Make it all right)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane. Ha Ha Ha Ha Ha
I'm not insane, I'm not - not insane.
 [bad word] back to me, it's almost easy
(Said it [bad word] back again, it's almost easy
(You'll learn your [bad word] back to me, it's almost easy
(But still you'll [bad word] back again, it's almost easy