Almost Easy (CLA Mix)

I feel insane
Every single time I'm asked [bad word] 
'Cause I'm afraid and stuck in my ways
And that's the way it stays
So how long did I expect love to outweigh ignorance? 
By the look on your face I may have forced the scale to tip

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not... not insane

(Mother) [bad word] back to me it's almost easy
(Said it all) [bad word] back again it's almost easy

Shame pulses through my heart from the things I've done to you
It's hard to face but the fact remains that this is nothing new
I left you bound and tied with suicidal memories
Selfish beneath the skin but deep inside I'm not insane

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
I'm not insane, I'm not... not insane

(Mother)
 [bad word] back to me it's almost easy
(Said it all) [bad word] back again it's almost easy
(You'll learn your lesson) [bad word] back to me it's almost easy
(But first you fall) [bad word] back again it's almost easy

Now that I've lost you it kills me to say
(Hurts to say)
I've tried to hold on as you've slowly slipped away
I'm losing the fight, I've treated you so wrong now let me make it right
(Make it alright)

I'm not insane, I'm not insane
(Ha ha ha ha ha)
I'm not insane, I'm not... Not insane

(Mother) [bad word] back to me it's almost easy
(Said it all) [bad word] back again it's almost easy
(You'll learn your lesson) [bad word] back to me it's almost easy
(But still you fall) [bad word] back again it's almost easy