Ego Painted Grey

I feel the pain but I'm afraid to cry
All the time
Desperate hiding tears
My life is boring and I count the days
On and on
Always here to stay

Only if God would show a sign for me
Oohh
Only if God could hold my begging hands

This endless tortures building up my rage
Holding on
Hide my agonies
I'm getting weary just to be alive
All I want is help!

So you dove into the dark
Beyond yourself
(Beyond yourself)
Lost your way to find the surface
Once again
(Once again)

Show me all you can
All your solemn eyes
Oh, holding your despair

Sorrow made your life a living [bad word] Lights are fading
Dove to shine the black hold in yourself
Ego painted grey

Show me all you hold
Bless your shadow shell
Turn to fire's rage

Sorrow made your life a living [bad word] Lights are fading
Caught to shine the black hold in yourself
Ego painted grey