Decadence

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
 [bad word] alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
 [bad word] on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will [bad word] 

You don't know what your power has done to me
I want to know if I'll heal inside
I can't go on with a holocaust about to happen
Seeing you laughing another time
You'll never know why your face has haunted me
My very soul has to bleed this time
Another hole in the wall of my inner defenses
Leaving me breathless, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will [bad word] 

Into the abyss will [bad word] 

You walk on like a woman in suffering
Won't even bother now to tell me why
 [bad word] alone, letting all of us savor the moment
Leaving me broken another time
 [bad word] on like a bloodstained hurricane
Leave me alone, let me be this time
You carry on like a holy man pushing redemption
I don't want to mention, the reason I know

That I am stricken and can't let you go
When the heart is cold, there's no hope, and we know
That I am crippled by all that you've done
Into the abyss will [bad word] 

Into the abyss will [bad word] 
I can't let you go
Yes I am stricken and can't let you go