Crucified

When others left before 
I could never turn away 
Now that [bad word] to this 
Is there nothing left to say? 
I’ve never known before 
Such exquisite suffering 
As I watched you walk away 
I gave into panicking 
I can’t believe that 
This is really happening 
I really lost again? 
Desperation drives me insane 

I will focus all the pain 
Right into your heart 
Till it makes you blind 
Till the faces of your former world 
Have fallen from your sight 
Till you’re mine and do the works 
I tell no longer dominate your mind 
I’m [bad word] 

Cold and unwhole again 
Crying out and questioning 
Will I ever love again? 
What’s the point of anything? 
It takes a toll again 
This is where the fun begins 
Visions haunt me through the night 
Now I’m dying for your sins 
I can’t believe that 
If you look me in the face 
You can say there’s nothing left 
Our silence drives me insane 
I will focus all my pain 

Right into your heart 
Till it makes you blind 
Till the faces of your former world 
Have fallen from your sight 
Till you’re mine and do the works 
I tell no longer dominate your mind 
I’m [bad word] 

I cannot feel anything 
And you’re ripe and hot 
Although you’re married to the cross 
Upon it I will remain 
I can’t feel anything 
Which inside is festering 
You nearly took the cross 
Upon it I will remain 
I will focus on my pain 

Right into your heart 
Till it makes you blind 
Till the faces of your former world 
Have fallen from your sight 
Till you’re mine and do the works 
I tell no longer dominate your mind 
I’m [bad word] 

Till it makes you blind 
Till the faces of your former world 
Have fallen from your sight 
Till you’re mine and do the works 
I tell no longer dominate your mind 
I’m [bad word]