Ask You Anyway

When you eyes are growing cold
And your smile is far away
All your dreams are feeling low
No more words left in to say
But I wish that you'd stay
Maybe I will ask you anyway 

It's hard to remember
life without a lie
life made up of honesty 

It's hard to recall new a day without pain
day just filled with pleasure 

When all the beauty disappears
And all that has left are my fears
Now gather the last of my strength 

When you eyes are growing cold
And your smile is far away
All your dreams are feeling low
No more words left in to say
But I wish for you to stay
Maybe I will ask you anyway 

I can't believe you
I can't [bad word] your words
There's no way you can speak the [bad word] Just turn your back now
Just turn and walk away
Don't even look into my eyes 

When all the beauty disappears
And all that has left are my fears
Now gather the last of my strength