In My Darkest Hour (В мой самый мрачный час)

In my hour of need 
ha you're not there 
and though I reached out for you 
wouldn't lend a hand. 

Through the darkest hour 
grace did not shine on me 
It feels so cold, very cold 
no one cares for me. 

Did you ever think I get lonely 
did you ever think that I needed love 
did you ever think to stop thinking 
you're the only one that I'm thinking of. 

You'll never know how hard I tried 
to find my space and satisfy you too. 

Things will be better when I'm dead and gone 
don't try to understand, knowing you I'm probably wrong. 

But oh how I lived my life for you 
still you'd turn away 
now as I die for you 
my flesh still crawls as I breathe your name 
all these years I thought I was wrong 
now I know it was you 
raise you head, raise your face your eyes 
tell me who you think you are, who? 

I walk, I walk alone 
into the promised land. 

There's a better place for me 
but it's far, far away 
everlasting life for me 
in a perfect world 
but I gotta die first, 
please god send me on my way. 

Time has a way of taking time 
Loneliness is not only felt be fools 
Alone I call to ease the pain 
Yearning to be held by you, Alone so alone, I'm lost 
Consumed by the pain 
the pain, the pain, the pain. 

Won't you hold me again 
you just laughed, ha ha, [bad word] 
my whole life is work built on the past 
but the time has come when all things shall pass 
this good thing passed away. 

In my darkest hour.