Alonely

And I'm so afraid
I know you're around me
And I hear you crying in the wind

If I could bring you back
If I had the power
I'd give you my world, and my life
You'd have it all
But life is not a game
And I know the rules
And I know I must follow them every single day

I feel that I'm loosing it all
There's nothing left to live for
I'm ending it all in my dreams
It always seems so easy in my sleep

I'm all alone
Waiting for darkness
And I wish the sun would slip away

And I still believe that you didn't leave me
And I see your shadow in the haze

If I could have some peace
Ending the nightmare
And closing the chapter
And join you in your sleep
But life is not a game
And I know the rules
And I know I must follow them every single day

I feel that I'm loosing it all
There's nothing left to live for
I'm ending it all in my dreams
And deep inside I knew
That there was one part of me
That tried to save you from yourself
The other let you go and I will
Never deny that I was walking on the line
Of here and nevermore in selfish pride

I feel that I'm loosing it all
There's nothing left to live for
I'm ending it all in my dreams
And it always seems so easy in my sleep.