Wanna Be Martyr

Why are you talking to me?
I think I've taken too much
Tell me who told you
What you think you know
If I am changing
Maybe I'm growing into a version
Of the sewer Christ picture showMaybe it's stupid
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe this something
Just won't go awayI'm not a liar
And I'm not a martyr
I'm just trying
Not to get thrown awayHow does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so coldMaybe it's stupid
Maybe it's nothing
Maybe this something
Just won't go awayHow does it feel?
I feel so aloneHow does it feel to be part of your world?
How does it feel to be part of this world?How does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so coldHow does it feel?
I feel so alone
How does it feel?
I feel so coldHow does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?
How does it feel?