This Time

I want to hurt you and don't know why 

Though i know it's not like me 

I can not help it, though I try to keep you away 

All this time i thought I knew who you were 

But this time all your words were just lies for demise 

And your thoughts were found unpure 

So when push comes to shove i found reasons 

To not work it out or relate 

And get off on the fear that i get when your near 

And the problems that I create 

This time, I think you'll finally see 

This time, I will not break 

This time, I'm smart enough to know 

There is only so much I'll take 

This time, I'm gonna make change 

This time, you're in my way 

This time, I will not play the same head trip on me game that you play 

Unresolved situations esculate 

Inside something brings me to push 

To find out what you can take 

When we run out of love and change seasons 

With our lives together at stake 

I'm aware of tears that I give when your near 

And the confusion that I make 

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I want to hurt you and dont know why 

I can not help it, though I try to keep you away 

[Chorus]

I want to hurt you 

I don't want to lie