Saint Matthew Returns to the Womb

On the porch, two words changed life for me
And I'm not the sameHe said, "Son, soon your life will change"
And I believed in him
"Your soul will be free of the pain"
"In time you'll know that it's true"
The hand of God will pick me up
"So pledge your loyalty"
So I fall to youFalse eyes
Forked words
I'm tenNow that I see you're just a man
Recruiting your followers
And this was not won by your hand
Questions and contradictions
It's like I'm following the rabbit around the track again
Around and aroundAnd you're so sure
Two wordsThe changes I've enduredAnd I know it is all shit.