Why Can't I Be Snowing

and i listened to pump fake 3000 times and wished i could find my place, my generation.
sitting home alone after a [bad word] [bad word] show where no one showed up like they said they would.
and now we're grown ups. we're [bad word] grown up. with a bummed out swan song wasted on closed ears.
 [bad word] this [bad word] everything no one even cares i wish they would care.
i hope that i die so people might listen to the songs i write, or wrote.