This Was Never Yours

Why can’t you please just understand me, understand that this is where I’m going. What made you think things were gonna be okay?
I know I can see it in your eyes, I know I want to take your life. I’ve got the cure for your poison, but you won’t survive this disease.
You've lied to me for the last time, this fire will never burn out. I told you I’d leave this all behind. Oh, these tears are drowning me tonight,
these eyes have seen too much, these words mean nothing at all, so take a look at what you’ll never [bad word]  Watch as your hopes fall on broken hearts,
I will show you just what I believe, just what I’m made of. As you dream of what will never be, just know that you never mean’t anything to me.
I despise all that you have [bad word]  this hate will remain, even when I’m gone. You’ll never know how it feels when you’re left to die.
My heart stopped the second you said those words. I will never forgive you, I’ll never forgive you. Now watch as I walk away, now watch as I walk away. These stars won’t fall for you.