Why Don't You Hate Me?

I sit and watch the darkness
slowly disappear
The first rays of sunlight
reflecting in your tearYou said what you can't handle
and never did before
I know you used to love me
but now I'm not so sureWhy don't you hate me?I sit and watch the moonlight
breaking though the trees
It feels like it is crawling
revealing its diseaseMaybe you don't need me
And never did before
Now you have to hate me
Cause this is what I'm forWhy don't you hate me?As I begin to wonder
what has happened here
my sudden disappointment
slowly disappearI remember all you mentioned
and never did before
I wanted you to hate me
and now I'm not so sureWhy don't you hate me?
Why don't you hate me?
Tell me why