That Love

Why don't you love me?
I keep asking myself why you don't.
Why do you always turn your back on me?
What's wrong with me?
You've always thought there's something wrong with me, haven't you?
Always!You're pushed
You're pulled
You're snatched
You fail to hear the crackYou're stitched
You're taped
You cobble all you couldYou're screened
You're cracked
You just can't fix it nowIt's sad
It's tough
The demons I home-madeHell and the things I've done to try and gain your love!
The things I've done!
But you never gave me the smallest bit of it!
What's that look you are giving me?
Are you thinking about the things I've done?
What do you think I've done?
Do you think that I am decent?
You think I'm a immodest girl?
Is that why you won't let me touch you?The love
The care
The home
And all you never hadYou fight
You urge
You know you have toI hear the voices
I am cold and I hear the voices