Forever Eternally (неизданное)

Hold me now
the way you
never did before
cause I feel
like I was stranded
on the shove
For too long
I thought that I could
live my life without you
I was wrong
I drifted on an endless sea
Hold me now
Don't leave me with this pain inside
Since you left an emptiness
I just can't hide
I believe that you and I
were made for one another
can't you see?
you're the only who gets best of me

My life would never be the same again
I guess you'll never understand
you've stole my heart and never
gave it back
So keep it forever and ever
I want to dive into the open sea
be anywhere you want to be
I'll be your guiding light
right throught the darkest night
I love you forever and ever.Eternally

Here I am,still waiting for a sign [bad word] 
let the step behind,but never givin' up my wrong
say you will,say you'll be mine forever after
holding on to smth that you might know

 [bad word] ...

Somewhere on the road you'll be searchin'
for your piece of mind
but nothing is to find
but sorrow left behind
I just can't let go.
Don't wanna take a risk
of loosing you

Does someone know the way
the price I've got to pay?