Say godbye hollywood

Say goodbye Hollywood
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Sayin' goodbye 
Sayin' goodbye to hollywood 

I thought I had it all figured out, I did 
I thought I was tough enough to stick it out with Kim 
But I wasn't tough enough to juggle two things at once 
I found myself layin' on my knees in cuffs 
Which should've been a reason enough 
For me to get my stuff and just leave  [bad word] I couldn't see this [bad word] myself? 
Its just me...nobody could see the [bad word] I felt 
Knowin' [bad word] well, she wasn't gonna be there when I fell 
To catch me...the moment she was heated she just bailed 
I'm standin' here swinging like thirty people by myself 
I couldn't even see the millimeter when it fell 
Turned around saw Gary stashin' the heater in his belt 
Saw the [bad word] em and beat em to the ground 
I just sold two million records I don't need to go to jail 
I'm not about to lose my freedom over no female 
I need to slow down, try to get my feet on solid ground 
So for now I'm 

Sayin' goodbye 
Sayin' goodbye to hollywood 

I bury my face [bad word] books 
'Cuz i don't wanna look at nothin' 
This worlds too much, I've swallowed all I could 
If i could swallow a bottle of Tylenol I would 
And end it for good, just say goodbye to Hollywood 
I probably should, 
These problems are pilin' all at once 
'Cuz everything that bothers me I got it bottled up 
I think I'm bottomin' out, but I'm not about to give up 
Thank God, I got a little girl 
And I'm a responsible father, so not a lot of good 
I'd be to my daughter, layin' in the bottom of the mud 
Must be in my blood, 'cuz I don't know how I do it 
All I know is I don't wanna follow in the footsteps of my dad 
'Cuz I hate em so bad 
The worst fear that I had was to grow up like his [bad word]  [bad word] 
Man if you could understand why I am, the way that I am 
What do I say to my fans when I tell em I'm 

Sayin' goodbye 
Sayin' goodbye to hollywood 

I don't wanna quit, but [bad word] 
I feel like this is it, 
For me to have this much appeal like this is suck 
This is not a game, This fame, In real life this is sick 
Publicity stunt my [bad word]  conceal my [bad word]  [bad word]  [bad word] the guns, I'm done 
I'll never look at gats, If I scrap, I'll scrap 
Like I ain't never whooped some [bad word] 
I love my fans, but no one ever puts a grasp on the fact, 
I've sacrificed everything that I have 
I never dreamt I'd get to the level that I'm at 
This is wack, This is more than I ever coulda asked 
Everywhere I go, a hat, a sweater hood or mask, 
What about Math, [bad word] I wasn't ever good at that? 
It's like the boy in the bubble, who never could adapt 
I'm trapped, If I could go back,I never woulda rapped 
I sold my soul to the devil, I'll never get it back, 
I just wanna leave this game, with level head intact 
Imagine goin' from bein' a no one to seein' 
Everythin' blow up and all you did was just grow up MCing4 
Its [bad word] crazy, 'cuz all I wanted was to 
Give Hailie the life that I never had 
But instead I forced us to live alienated, so I'm sayin' 

Goodbye, Goodbye Hollywood (Goodbye) 
Please don't cry for me (It's been real) 
When I'm gone for good (This [bad word] is not for me) 
Goodbye, Goodbye Hollywood (I'm not a [bad word]  star) 
Please don't cry for me (No Way) 
When I'm gone for good... 
(I'm goin' back home)

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Я думал, что научился всему, так и было 
Я думал, что был достаточно силён, чтобы быть с Ким 
Но я не был так силён, чтобы делать 2 дела сразу 
Я очнулся на коленях и с наручниками на руках 
Этого было достаточно 
Чтобы собрать шмотки и свалить. 
Ну почему ж