Take This to Heart

I don't want your sympathy
 For this life that's been given to me
 You only showed me
 How to live with the ones that leave.

 And with my pride is all that you left me
 I will survive because I am not you

 Time after time
 Just know that I was the one who stood by you
 And in the end
 Remember you were the one who [bad word] left me

 So once again
 I'll be the one here with my heart in my hand
 I know I said that I would forget
 But you're forever in the back of my head

 Is this all we'll ever know?
 I would give anything
 Cause I can't face this on my own
 These broken hands make broken things
 Lost and alone

 You buried me with what you couldn't be
 I a symbol of all the things you never wanted to see?
 You took life for granted
 I hope you choke
 On every promise you've made

 All your words lack of their meaning
 Yet you never thought you'd lose it all
 You claimed you'd change with the seasons
 But you never made it past the fall

 So mark my grave unknown
 It's said to live life with a heart of gold
 But a heart of stone is all I really have to show
 And if I'm not the only one in this world
 Then tell me why do I feel so [bad word] alone?