Deadly Contradiction

Night time , I feel so alone.
Visions of you in the tears I cry.
Where is my place to call home.
...I'm slipping away in fantasy.

I thought our love was [bad word] and strong.
All that you left me was just.
Thinkin' I did it all wrong.

I hate you and I love you.
Deadly contradiction
I hate myself for loving you so much.
I hate you and I love you.
Day and night addiction.
I hate you and I love you.

I want you and I need you - tonight.

Rain like tears from the sky.
Washing away your lies and sin.
Staying alive 'til you die.
Love is a war you'll never win.

Your love is like a parasite.
It's eating up my heart.
It's killing me tonight.

I hate you and I love you.

Deadly contradiction
I hate myself for loving you so much.
I hate you and I love you.
Day and night addiction.
I hate myself for longing for your touch.
I hate you and I love you.
I want you and I need you - tonight.

No , I [bad word] home tonight.
Feel my love and hate collide.
No , I [bad word] home tonight...

I hate you...
I love you...