The Space on the Wall

Sometimes honesty gets in the way
Help me turn around
I feel like everyone is playing a game
I want to turn around
So when everything breaks its ok
I'm nervous now in the end

Sometimes honesty pulls me away
Help me turn this around
I feel like everyone is playing the game
I'm certain now in the end

Well you go home 
To the same room
You stare at the space on the wall
And you know that in your mind 
It's not right
It's all we [bad word] Waiting for the day that you will know

I could just so easily fall in
It feels right
I step closer
Cracks appear in walls and I can't see
The other side
It's all right for you
It's all that you want

Well you go home
To the same room
You stare at the space on the wall
And you know that in your mind
It's not right
It's all there sinking
You're falling away 
Cause it is [bad word] It defines you
The moment you break 
Is the moment you change
It's all fine on the outside

Waiting for the day that you will know
Waiting for the day that you will know

Walk away
This is wrong
It will stay
Stay for long
You will change
You will [bad word] You're the same

Is there anything inside?
How far would go?
How far would go?
How far would go?
Haw far?