Dreaming Drowning

the expense of believing is only addiction to be a legend in your own mind. and travel through high waters, hardships nevertheless Was it all you dreamt it to be, or now can you even sleep? 
drifting and gasping for one breath of air, but that breath you take is not air was it chosen to be an invention of yourself? 
is this parody walking away? 
from one step to the next is closer to your hell can't you see it to believe? 
what is living without life, what is the myth without meaning in a sense without essence? the beaten path that you've tainted manifests in defeat, in which will demystify the fire that you've created, that you've invaded some fires just need to burn.