Bathtub

I am washing my hair with soap 
I am sitting down in the shower 
It is this dirty type of clean 
That keeps me trapped in here for hours?

Still I scrub and scrub until my body bleeds,
Convince myself I am coming clean.
Forget and ignore who I used to be,
That kid is never coming back.

Relax my muscles and
All of a sudden I am scared. 
All of a sudden I can't breathe. 
All of a sudden I am nothing 
In this moment you are everything 

She says: "can you feel that?"
Oh, what a marvelous sensation 
She says: "Could you please take me off speaker phone? This is a private conversation."

And I am washing my hair with soap...

But there is air inside of my lungs 
And it is keeping me afloat 
He says his grandpa's in the mafia,
He is the nicest guy I know. 

So I will run and run,
Maybe drive my car.
Baby, look at me now, I have come so far 
And I don't know where my family's from 
But I've got this stereotypical temper 
I cannot shake.