Control

I sometimes wonder how 
I could have been so wrong 
I give my heart and soul 
But you never control
Of me 
Don't underestimate 
This hatred in my heart 
This years may take it all
But you never take control 
Of me
If I could catch you then I would 
Kill you. Perhaps I should. 
Oh I dream to take you down 
When you act like a clown 
To then I must come though(?) 
But you never take control 
Of me 
Ya feel with life is(?) so distorted 
And so unfaire 
You see yourself in someone 
Come now the sharks and say 
That you don't care (2x)
True love all this/always(?) I try 
To made it and to keep
Let's always be my girl 
You never take control 
Of me
If I could catch you then I would 
Kill you. Perhaps I should. 
Oh I dream to take you down 
When you act like a clown 
To may be rock and roll 
But you never take control 
You never take control (2x)
Of me