Honey and the moon (OST Американский пирог 3: Свадьба)

Don't know why I'm still afraid
If you weren't real I would make you up
now
I wish that I could follow through
I know that your love is [bad word] 
and deep
as the sea
but right now
everything you want is wrong,
and right now
all your dreams are waking up,
and right now
I wish I could follow you
to the shores
of freedom,
where no one lives.
Remember when we first met
and everything was still a bet
in love's game
you would call; I'd call you back
and then I'd leave
a message
on your answering
machine
But right now
everything is turning blue,
and right now
the sun is trying to kill the moon,
and right now
I wish I could follow you
to the shores
of freedom,
where no one lives
Freedom [bad word] away tonight
freedom, freedom [bad word] away [bad word] away tonight
We're made out of blood [bad word] 
looking for someone to [bad word] 
without
a fight
I think that you came too soon
you're the honey and the moon
that lights
up my night
But right now
everything you want is wrong,
and right now
all your dreams are waking up,
and right now
I wish that I could follow you
to the shores
of freedom
where no one lives
freedom [bad word] away tonight
freedom freedom [bad word] away [bad word] away tonight
we got too much time to kill
like pigeons on my windowsill
we hang around
ever since I've been with you
you hold me up
all the time I'm falling down
But right now
everything is turning blue,
and right now
the sun is trying to kill the moon,
and right now
i wish i could follow you
to the shores
of freedom
where no one lives
freedom [bad word] away tonight
freedom freedom [bad word] away [bad word] away tonight