Close My Eyes

Nothing can save me now. 
I'm not quite sure if it's as real as it feels right, 
but things will change, 
and change for the worse tonight. 
..and if tomorrow ever comes, it will be too soon because it's over and nothing can save us now. 
Soon you will know. 
I thought I'd breathe somehow. 
..but nothing can save me now. 
Should I just close my eyes, pretending not to see the faded color of your tattooed memory? 
Please try and read between the lines. 
Maybe everything will work out fine. 
Maybe is still maybe. 
I didn't plan on this..a chance missed to haunt my past. 
What you took from me, I don't think is coming back. 
This skin - deep smile, to no avail.. 
This skin - deep smile, it won't save me. 
..keep smiling... 
I'll keep dying. 
This pain I'm not surviving. 
I'm not surviving alone. 
I can't do this on my own. 
I thought I'd breathe