I'm overcome

This pain's not over,
I've pushed it down by hiding what's inside of my heart,
Forget it all, I'm tearing apart at the seams
This pain's not over.
This pain's not over yet.
I don't want to be torn when it slips and it falls,
My heart is not that strong and I will fade,
Nerves are breaking,
but we never did think that we'd crack,
Respite will shatter and burst,
and then we'll fall to ground.

It pulls us down but we won't fade

But do you think you want it?
It takes just as much as it gives,
But there's no control,
It pulls us down right to our knees,
But do you think you want this?
I don't think you do,
I cannot pretend,
I can't face this on my own.

It tore me apart,
Did it even mean a thing?
I don't know what to think,
it just left me here along the road.