Black Stains

I never thought again that you will smile to me yet.
Something black touched me when I called your back.

My hollows now spread out within my dreams.
And will be, breaking my whole, eating my soul. So blind!

Black out! Unbind the chains of thorns.
Earthworms (are) crawling inside my skin.

I'm stained with the cloudy rain.
Is there clarity? My only need is sanity.

And stay in a muddy way.
All that saves me is memories of you and me. Oh-

I'm stained

I could not take your words and could not save you before.
Something black seeded me then, within my heart.

My sorrows drag me down more. No time to breath.
I must be bearing alone, facing the wall.

So black stains grow within my dreams and thoughts.
My splendid hole as a grave waits(awaits) me.

I'm stained with the cloudy rain.
Is there clarity? My only need is sanity.

And stay in a muddy way.
All that saves me is memories of you and me. Oh-

I'm stained

waiting up grows into my stains
How can I wipe out all of my mistakes?
On your bleeding so warm, I need an easing.
And still I seek your shade.