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I lost it all in a [bad word]  
Where it was lost is not all that clear to me.
Over the sidewalk, into a slow talk.
So call the police
Told me I'm in the wrong town.
Wait for your cue 'cause my scene it ain't over.
Torch up your house while your kids are at home.
What can you do when you're not getting sober?
It's hard to admit but you're always feeling alone.
few miles down as the streets count backwards, I realize it's [bad word] 
Everything reminds me of you.