If I Dont Have You (Chasing Sunshine)

[VERSE 1]
I used to think the better way was to get away 
Chasing sunshine tryna put the leather away 
When your wheel of fortune is just a letter away 
And the chick you been with, you tryna led her away 
For that Vanna White chick 
Load the tall van with white chicks 
Hit the hotel 
Hit the light switch 
While I was out tryna spend a night with 
I was the one she was tryna spend her life with 
I could've sworn the money wouldn't change my motto 
But why want a little when you can have a lotto 
Why sip the glass when you can have the bottle 
We live for the now but what about tomorrow? 

[CHORUS]
I got sunshine on my face but I'm not happy 
(I am so senseless I lost all senses I'm telling you that) 
Im not happy I got my eyes so closed so I can see you 
(I got nothing) 
If I dont have you 

[VERSE 2]
Blinded by the fame I can hardly see her face 
She blinded by the love she can hardly see mistakes 
But there were mistakes which we cant replace 
But visualize the place maybe you can relate 
For her I give my arm hoping she amputates 
But still it aint enough, she like  
Its way to late but I'm like wait 
She like she did she said she tired of waiting 
Its already been years and theres been tears shed 
I was gone til November than I show back up on that lear jet 
Like yeah I'm rich man I really dont care 
Throw a little money in the air 
Blinded by the cars I was blinded by the ice 
Millionaire lens I was blinded by the light 
One look at her face and I'm reminded by the life 
That I used to live that she used to like 

[CHORUS]
I got sunshine on my face but I'm not happy 
(I am so senseless I lost all senses I'm telling you that) 
Im not happy here but I got my eye so closed so I can see you 
(I got nothing) 
If I dont have you 

[VERSE 3]
All we do is argue 
All we do is fight 
Im just tryin to get it back to which [bad word] will suffice 
But it will never be that she said 
And you can never be that prepared as long as your aware 
She dont know how to stop the hurt 
So for now I'm just a tear 
And since I was a jerk she wish I would disappear 
But thats what got us here and thats whats gotta go 
You reap what you sew 
So ima let em know

[CHORUS]
(I am so senseless I lost all senses I'm telling you that) 
Im not happy here 
But I got my eyes so clear so I can see you 
(I got nothing) 
If I dont have you 
If I dont have you 
(i am so senseless I lost all senses I'm telling you that) 
If I dont have you 
If I dont have you 
(i got nothing) 
If I dont have you