You Ruined Me (..это паранойя)

I could be the first to let you know
That nothing means anything
Now I'm standing here outside your door in the pouring rain
And I can't believe
Nothing's supposed to get to me
Now I'm in this misery
 [bad word] ]
I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I almost died
The way you make me feel
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby can't you see [bad word] me for life

I will be the last to let you down
All your fears and doubts are hovering above you like a cloud
And the water's rising
Now I can't breathe
Nothing's how it's supposed to be
How did you do this to me?
Locked inside your heart shaped box
 [bad word] ]
I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I most died
The way you make me feel
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby can't you see [bad word] me for life

I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna feel this way
All I wanna do is leave
But all I can do is stay
Nights and days go by and I can't wait to touch your face again

I could be the first to let you know
That I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I almost died
The way you make me feel
I'm changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby can't you see [bad word] me...
 [bad word] ]
Oh, I can't be with anyone
Since I felt our worlds collide
It's like I most died
The way you make me feel
I've been changing, got me breaking down inside
Baby can't you see [bad word] me...

I don't wanna be in love
I don't wanna feel this way
All I wanna do is leave [bad word] me for life