She Really Loved You

Wasting so much time 
 wishing and wondering what could I do to recapture my past 
 because all my memories 
 seem so much better than anything that I'm feeling today. 
 Now its fading away, 
 am I losing hold on the only piece of you that I have left? 
 Why is it easy to forget when nothing could take that place you left behind. 

 Every night I lie awake 
 worried that each day I am forgetting a little bit more. 
 I need to remember you that way, when I was not afraid to forget. 
 Wasted so much time, wishing and wondering. 
 And I wasted my time, wishing and wondering. 
 Every night I lie awake hoping my tears will dry, 
 will I ever shut my eyes?