Keep Myself Alive

I always ask myself
How could this darker cloud make me stronger now.
I'll always ask myself
When Will this go away?

When will this change?
Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait.
All of this pain, 
Oh! will it, will it go away! 
I ask myself this everyday! 

 [bad word] ]
I just wanna leave this place behind! 
Every time I see your face in mine! 
I just wanna leave this place behind! 
Every time I see your face in mine! 

sink can drink myself.
To sleep I of course think I'm stronger now.
To sleep I gotta catch myself
To kick this over when you go away.
When will this change?
Oh! I don't wanna, wanna wait.
Ohhh! of this pain! 
Oh! will it, will it go away?
I broke a plot to plead today

 [bad word] 

So what's your inner thought! 
You left me high, you left me dry! 
So what's your life look like.
Just don't fix mine, you're all you got.
Never gazelling my head.
Keeping me alive from my death.
I keep singing  [bad word] ?]) da da da da
I keep singing just to keep myself alive! 
Alive, just to keep myself alive.

 [bad word] x2]

So what's your inner thought! 
You left me high, you left me dry! 
So what your life looks like.
Just don't fix mine, you're all you got
You're all you got! 
You're all you've got!