I used to look up, But now I look down

I used to look up, But now I look down
Bet you're too afraid to take a look at me now 
I used to look up, But now I look down 
Come take a look at me 

Never put me on a pedestal
Terrible things I've done just call me indelible
Can't clean up my conscience, cause they were all ultra 
God damn I'm cultured, Eat chicks up just like a Vulture 
I was never like this then I got older 
Some say wiser, Some say cold
Don't say I didn't warn you, Already told you
Flash Bastard, So plastered 
Been too loud ever since classroom
I'm just battling demons, Seemingly it's what I'm always tossed with 
On purpose constant curses just gets worse and worse 
Plus a bit of Asperges, ADHD, OCD, I'm OTT
Without the need of Coke or Ketamine, Methylin, Dioxide, Methamphetamine
Maybe one day I'll think about settling
Put on the kettle and maybe watch a little bit of telivision 
Think I lost touch, Don't know shit cause I'm always fucked
High on life, Why do I get by on shit my wife don't like
Lots of crying, Lots of crimes 
Lots of lying, Not so wise 
What's the time? 
Time applied 
Something, Something, What's the rhyme 
Never find love at the bottom of a bottle 
No role model but I'm rolling with models 
Chosen wise I've chosen poorly, Same ol' story

(X2)
I'm missing my halo 
Where did today go?
Why does it rain so much when it says so?
Let me show you all the beautiful things 
What do they know?
Come taste the rainbow
( Come taste the rainbow ) x2
( Where did today go? ) x2

Mmmm
Always gonna live like it's my last day 
Oohhh
Always gonna live like it's my last day 

Always gonna live like it's my last day 
Oohhh
Always gonna live like it's my last day 

(X2)
I'm missing my halo 
Where did today go?
Why does it rain so much when it says so?
Let me show you all the beautiful things
What do they know?
Come taste the rainbow
( Come taste the rainbow ) x2
( Where did today go? ) x2

Mmmm
Always gonna live like it's my last day 
Oohhh
Always gonna live like it's my last day