Where Do I Even Start (OST "Анатомия страсти" (сезон 8, серия 8)

My heart is broken
Somebody fix it
My walls are closing in
Caught in a deep hole
Stuck at the bottom
Trying to reach for help

Slow the clock that's ticking loud
I feel that time is running out
And all that's left to do is let it wind down

Where do I even start
To pick it up when it's falling apart?
Where do I even start?
Why does it seem so hard?

Opened the door 
Into a nightmare
Wish I could I could go back home

Where do I even start
To pick it up when it's falling apart?
Where do I even start?
Why does it seem so hard?