This Distance

I'm [bad word] for a reason
An answer to all that made it seem
This lie was fading
And my silence [bad word] to an end
Too far to feel but I'm on my way
I see this reflection everyday
It's not enough but I still remember
It's frozen in time

And if the walls won't fall
Distance is all I have
I'll have to find a way
To push these things aside
Through the maze of the past
I can't forget what I am
I only hope this fades
In the years [bad word] 

 [bad word] for an answer
reason behind what's happening
But it's getting closer
And these are the ties
That won't let it end
Too far to feel but I'm on my way
I see this reflection everyday
It's not enough but I still remember
It's frozen in time