Scarecrow-Ragdoll

I'M HANGING HERE FOR SO MANY YEARS LIKE I'M SCARECROW-RAGDOLL. THE WAY IT SEEMS, THE WAY IT FEELS. MY LIFE HAS GONE LIKE THE SUN. THIS NIGHT IS NEVER-ENDING AND I AM ALL ALONE. NOW BLACK CLOUDS [bad word] DOWN. MY LONELINESS IS KILLING ME AND IT WON'T LET ME GO. THERE'S NOTHING I HAVE FOUND. COVERED [bad word]  MY BURNING HEART IS CALLING TO YOUR SOULS. AND IF YOU'LL TRY, YOU'LL REALIZE THAT I'M ALIVE [bad word] HOME. [bad word] HOME. GO ON AND THROW ALL THESE STONES AT ME. I DIDN'T CARE MUCH AT ALL. MY EYES ARE BLIND BUT I CAN SEE STAIRWAY [bad word] THE SLOPE. THE FLAMES ARE GETTING STRONGER, THEY’RE SLOWLY BURNING ME AND MY BODY TURNS TO ASH. BUT AFTER ALL THE WATER WILL TAKE AWAY THE HEAT. [bad word] ANOTHER CLASH. OLD SUNNY DAYS HAS DISAPPEARED. I'LL WAIT FOR THE RAIN TO FILL MY GRAVE AND WASH AWAY MY SINS. MY SWEETEST FRIEND, THE AIR I BREATHE. I WILL SUFFOCATE WITHOUT YOUR FACE, WITHOUT YOUR EYES THAT LOOKING AT ME.