When my heart aches I’m drowning

When my heart aches I’m drowning 
Pain won’t go away
And in my cups brown fills my brain won’t go away
These five yellow girls all on parade assphyxxxiate
Still stuck in a cage tryna ply my trade won’t go away 
And I’m afraid 
Yer love will blow me away
I dumb?
All cuz I numb the pain
Or am I just another runaway 
When shadows creep across my floor won’t go away
You’ve had enough but still want more won’t go away
My engine gunning thunderbirds 
Asphalt wanna race? Still trapped in a box tryna clear my name won’t go away

Runaway 
This afghan kush we’re bubbling won’t burn away
My moon my queen been gone since may so I lie awake
My easy death in ecstasy my hands still shake
When my heart aches I’m drowning pain won’t go away

Runaway