Song of Suicide

This life so cruel to live so long
And all i get is only spits
Spits on my life and in my soul
I have no reason to exist.
Make a shot to my temple -
I have no another choice
Something pushing me in abyss
I can't stand this [bad word] voice.
My life so useless and so sad
I don't know what I'm looking for
My empty words and stupid steps
Life doesn't need me any more.
This world is pressing on me
I'm not sure that I'm right
It makes me think about it -
Think about my suicide!
I have no riches have no love
I don't want borrow someone's place
I've never smile I'm like a stone
There are no emotions on my face.
There's no light in my eyes
I've lost the taste of life
It is another reason
To see a tunnel's light.
Steel razor sliding on my skin
Or maybe tightening knot.
It can be poison or a drug
It can be just one shot.