To Spite You

Should I admit that’s not the first time for me?
(Recurring over’n over, recurring over’n over)
I’m struggling and fighting to see the light that you see
(Recurring over’n over, recurring over’n over)
The next time it strikes, I’ll remain on my feet
(you’lll never lend me your hand, you’ll never understand)
It’s harder every time to rise from my knees
(you are pushing me back, not letting me to take a step)
Excoriate my flesh, break my bones and keep me in awe

I will make it through
I will make it through to spite you
I’ll try harder now, I’ll sink my teeth in life’s thick throat
Come just make a move, I’ll be prepared not to loose
I will not lose any more

The magus ain’t here to reveal what you hide
(secrets deep inside, secrets deep inside)
I’m hoping for a day when you will find out
(secrets deep inside, secrets deep inside)
The more pain you cause the more you’ll get in return
(you know it comes back twice, beware of what you’ve done)
And then we will see whether you stand or fall
(you think  you’ll keep a poker face. do you believe you’ll bear?) 
Excoriate my flesh, break my bones and keep me in awe