C​.​ontinue B​.​urying W​.​ires

I gave you a chance.
Now there’s blood on your hands. 
I dreamt for you,
Took risks for you,
and the very first chance you had,
I’m dispensable.
(I’m expendable.)

Just how many times could we go wrong?
What use is the writing of this song?
Cause now I’m grieving…

You must know nothing will change.
On my life - you’re engraved.
I’d return to you,
No one wants me to,
Since when has being rational applied?
(It seems my hands are tied.)

I should have never said yes to you.
I should have listened to the home truths.
But look, I’m seething…

I to satisfy desires,
Or just continue burying wires
That lead to everything I’ve ever 
loved and lost and can’t let go of?
Audacity – ‘Can we be friends?’
The love and lust is all that ends,
To subject myself after we’ve made amends,
And watch you love somebody else!

I gave you an out from the very start.
Yet you chose to eradicate my heart.
It’s no shock I’m bleeding.
And it’s hard to think that without you
I’ll soon be healing.