Pull The Curtain

(Where'd I go wrong?)
Pull the curtain, begin
Paranoia's wearing thin now
It's wearing thin now
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Close my eyes, realize 
I've [bad word] the victimized now
Desensitized now

The one and only day [bad word] 
I'll pay for all the bad things I've done

(Where'd I go wrong?)
Something's wrong because I find the glamour
In the darkside, In the darkside
(Where'd I go wrong?)
Cheap regrets, can't forget
Falling victim to the debt still, 
Unpaid in my mind

The one and only day [bad word] 
I'll pay for all the bad things I've done

It's gonna take me, you don't know tragedy
I've been to [bad word] and back, can ya tell it?
Close my eyes and lay me down to sleep
I fear the worst might be the heart's just to explode
And my time is up so... 

Why can't I just lie?

The living dead awake, the horror show begins
So pull the curtains over me
(Bring on the panic
The uncontrolling manic
It's a free for [bad word] 
Every last word) [x2]

I forget the dreams in my mind
Drown the thoughts that have me confined 
Good as dreams as black as the night
No one told me end is a lie
Suffocate the dreams in my mind
Drown the thoughts that have me confined 
Good as dreams as black as the night
No one told me end is a lie

Now we're gone, do you still feel
The same? Well now, can't you see?
I need help to stop me from myself
Well can't you help me now?