Christmas angel

I open up this letter
And hold onto to all the memories
Can't imagine life without you on Christmas
This year was something,
I wake up and have to pinch myself
From all of the changes
We're going through

I miss you at Christmas most of all
Walking outside as the snow falls
Wake up and hear you down the hall
On Christmas
I miss my best friend when I can't stand tall
I pick up the phone, or I wish you'd call
And I wonder if you can hear me,
I'm crying out
On Christmas, oh year...

So many answers out there still to explore
Wish I could escape and run them out the door
Somehow erase this pain that's left inside
And lock it behind (oh)
But I know you watch
You shine into my life
You're a beautiful Angel and I realize
It's undeneighable how words, they got in the way
But you're always with me to stay

I miss you at Christmas most of all
Walking outside as the snow falls
Wake up and hear you down the hall
(You know I hear you down the hall)
On Christmas
And I miss my best friend when I can't stand tall
I pick up the phone or I wish you'd call
And I wonder if You can you hear me,
I'm cried out
On Christmas

I know an Angel's guiding my Life
I know your beauty and you shine
You know I'll never ever let you go
Cause you're my Christmas Angel
The best times of my life
Were always by your side
I thank God for your time
And I dedicate my life
(Walking outside)
To be the best in your eyes
Another you, we'll never find
(On Christmas)

And I want you to know
(I miss my best friend when I can't stand tall)
I want you to know that I miss you
(On Christmas)
I want you to know, yeah
In closing this letter,
Wish you were here...
Forever in my heart on Christmas 
I miss you