I Want To Put This To An End

My heart beats in slow songs, pumping moments through my veins.
Waking up in empty beds, walk through months of bad mistakes.
Give me back the life I had.
I really had nothing.
Nothing's better than a city full of lies that push through me.
I'm a burning building, you're a loveless friend.
Now I watch the clock.
Now I walk on knives.
On knives...
I find problems I'm a [bad word] up kid.
I've got problems, I'm alone again.
I find problems I'm a [bad word] up kid.
I've got problems, I'm alone again