I can stand what I can't stand

I can stand what I can't stand
For as long as I can stand it, and that's it.
It seems to me like everyone else
Seems to have something else.
Some way to keep themselves
On top of things, and their head in place.
It seems to me like everyone else
Seems to be so easily amused.

I can stand what I can't stand
For as long as I can stand it and now I've had it.
Back and forth, back and forth
I've had it before.
Now can you hear me through the bathroom door?
This time will you listen as I take my last breath?
Or will I have to do it again?
Will I have to call you up now
To tell you to leave me alone from now on.

Verse, chorus, verse, chorus, verse.
If the last time wasn't the last time
You are not the first.
Verse, chorus, verse, chorus, verse.
If your past isn't in your past
We are kicking the same dirt.
Yeah, yeah and I should get
Much, much more
Confident of course.
Yeah, well I don't know
How to like myself anymore.

Back and forth.
When I had it for sure.
Back and forth.
I should have had it for more, right