Makes Me Wonder (Live From Le Cabaret)

I wake up with blood-shot eyes 
Struggled to memorize 
The way it felt between your thighs 
Pleasure that made you cry 
Feels so good to be bad 
Not worth the aftermath, after that 
After that 
Try to get you back

I still don’t have the reason 
And you don’t have the time 
And it really makes me wonder 
If I ever gave a [bad word] about you

Give me something to believe in 
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore 
Anymore 
I wonder if it even makes a difference to try 
(Yeah) 
So this is goodbye

God [bad word] my spinning head 
Decisions that made my bed 
Now I must lay in it 
And deal with things I left unsaid 
I want to dive into you 
Forget what you’re going through 
I get behind, make your move 
Forget about the truth

I still don’t have the reason 
And you don’t have the time 
And it really makes me wonder 
If I ever gave a [bad word] about you

Give me something to believe in 
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore 
Anymore 
I wonder if it even makes a difference, 
It even makes a difference to try 
And you told me how you’re feeling 
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore 
Anymore 
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry 
(Oh no) 
So this is goodbye

I’ve been here before 
One day I’ll wake up 
And it won’t hurt anymore 
You caught me in a lie 
I have no alibi 
The words you say don’t have a meaning 
Cause

I still don’t have the reason 
And you don’t have the time 
And it really makes me wonder 
If I ever gave a [bad word] about you 
And I...and so this is goodbye

Give me something to believe in 
Cause I don’t believe in you anymore 
Anymore 
I wonder if it even makes a difference, 
It even makes a difference to try 
And you told me how you’re feeling 
But I don’t believe it’s true anymore 
Anymore 
I wonder if it even makes a difference to cry 
(Oh no) 
So this is goodbye 
So this is goodbye, yeah 
(Oh no)